I indulged with him being controlled by my desires of being his life partner, Dr Praveen, the best city gynaecologist was my life, he said the same to me as i took charge of his hospital as the head admin.
But to my realization this mind of mine had made me a slave as i was getting exploited physically and emotionally.
I was in love i told it but it never agreed till i found the truth ...He was cheating upon me.
I saw his inbox filled with pictures in close proximity with his colleague.
The fire within me arose and burnt my thoughts and desires to partner with him.
He went on tours with her but behind my back he spend nights with her.It was nothing but revenge i could think of being pregnant for four months the child i bore in me wanted a true father not a cheater.
I decided do disclose the news to him, giving him an oppertunity that he will take responsibilty as a husband , as a father.
But he said that he was not in love with me, nor would want the child. To my greatest shock the doctor in him made him poisoned me to ensure a miscarriage at the risk of my life and end of my fertility.
When i came to known in the hospital where i was admitted after the dinner date he had arranged at his place i was struck with shock.
I decided to poison him as well with cyanide made of apple seeds. He went for the home gym and took his protein shake, it had the deadly ingredient in it which i prepared after some online research.
Leaving no evidence behind i took him with his paralized body and fire in my belly to his own hospital.
He lays in bed now, i have married him for 15 years. Every moment he is reminded of his act when he sees me nurse him aware about the plot i disclosed after tieing the nuptial knot where i disclosed my hate story.
I do not feel guilty about what i did, it was my heart as a mom that made take this action.
I have been talking with myself never failing to listen within ....my mind is a sincere servant of mine not a dangerous master as its ruled by my heart which help me run charity of nursing moms in his nursing home which delivers new borns.
Many a times their is a clash but as i place my hand on my belly and think about the swollen tummy of mine i feel a sense of painful glory.
Will God forgive me ...will my revenge be justified as my doomsday will arrive inspite of the care that i take of this bed ridden partner i choose to nurse till the end....unable to forget about my unborn infant.
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